Once upon a virgin

So I recently, started reconnecting with an old flame, my high school sweetheart, via email. A little catching up about the family, I did date the boy for almost three year, kind-of my best friend and all. It's nice to know after I broke his heart that he is happily married and expecting a child now.

Back in the day, I vowed to stay a virgin until I was married and unfortunately, I fell in love really hard. I stayed a virgin, Travis respected me and I respected him. Although, when one person hurts another they love all bets are off. I allowed my ideals rule my emotions and hold me back from losing my virginity to my first love as he tried to make out with me when he had a girlfriend. Do I regret that decision? No, I had sense.

This may explain the dream vision I had last night about Travis. I dreamt that I and him joined together energetically like psychic sex that we had as a young couple. Every full moon and other evening we would meet in a dream and be together, become one person explore our divine-ness of light. After we broke up, we psychically kept track of one another, watching from a distance. I wanted to ask him if he had "the dream" last night if he even remembered.

I haven't been to that plane of existence in awhile....reconnecting love.

Conversations with God

As a member of Spiritual Cinema, I had the pleasure to watch this month's feature film Conversations with God based on the Neal Walsh book. I and my partner P where greatly moved by this film. A friend of ours called me today out of the blue. His life journey sounds much like Neal's and at the moment he is at rock bottom: unemployed, and fearful. I hope the private movie showing of this movie and "The Secret" might help him along the right path.
Since I have began my life's purpose, I find myself spending "the word" of the unique divine within each of us through yoga, meditation, bellydancing and energy bodywork. I am amazed at the twists and turns I have created to get to the place I am today. Movies from Spiritual Cinema have inspired me and I am grateful for the work they do as the messengers. Thank you.

Namaste,

Alysha

Kevin Smith explores dharma in Clerks II

Being a HUGE fan of Kevin Smith movie's (yeah, I even liked Jeresy Girl), I saw Clerks II yesterday. I made sure to watch the liberary of Smith movies in order to catch all the inside jokes, which I highly recommand anyone to do if going to see this movie. (Although this movie is funny enough without the inside jokes) The movie tackles the questions each late twenty-some and early thirtysome wonders: What is my purpose in life? Why am I here? Who am I?

Society and high school reunions cause the generation who grew up with the original Clerks to ponder these questions more seriously. What Smith does that other mid-life crisis movies have failed is that Dante and the gang realize their content and happiness with the lifestyle they truly enjoy instead of fold to the societal ideal of success. Of course, the movie includes a new batch of kinky sex talk, some trolls and cameos from the past like Ben. Check it out!

I am looking forward to its DVD release for the outtakes and extra footage.

Namaste,

Alysha

the butterfly

Last week as I was driving to work and running a bit late, a butterfly and my car collided. The monarch stay on my windshield until slowly pulled into Birdwing Spa. I was reminded of Wayne Dryer's butterfly experience, yet I somewhat felt this butterfly was seriously hurt looking at its body as I freed it from my car. On the hood, the butterfly tried to stand up, to hold on to something and failed until I put my hand down. The little thing grasped my fingers and stood there a moment. I walked slowly with her until a great wind sailed her to the ground. Where I said goodbye, I wished her well. After a full day of work, I saw her gliding around. I was happy to see her free and I was grateful to have met such a creature.
I have been very mindful since then of the animals that across the streets and be sure to give myself and the animals plenty of time to get where we are going.

Namaste,

Alysha

The calling of Wayne Dyer

Flipping through the channels a few weeks ago, I ran across the PBS call-in special with Dr. Wayne W. Dyer. Now, honestly, I thought he was one of those new age "fuzzy bunnies" lacking spiritual content. I was proven wrong. As I listened to the program, I found many truths and wisdom coming from this man. He spoke about his latest book and I realized that I had received it from the book club, One Spirit, a few months ago. The universe was sending me a HUGE message! I am now reading this book and listening to my inspiration.

I am truly grateful for the message and messager.

Namaste,

Alysha